I Will and I Can

It was the evening before yesterday, one of my former friends came. After dinner we went out to enjoy ourselves.

On the way back home we talked something about career and work, a usual topic that was frequently mentioned. I was very excited after the game, however when i heard the comments of the friends for me i was extremely upset.

Why i was only suitable for doing the named kind of work? I admit that at present i am not perfect, to some extent i am weak at some points, but i don't believe that i will be like this forever.

When i was young my mother often criticizes me, and she usually says that children criticized by parents are lucky, but if they were criticized by others when they grown up, it will be a misery for them. I did not take my mother's words into mind at that time, but just at the moment my friend said those words to me, i was so upset that i wanted to say no words but to act from that moment on to be a super person!

I will be perfect and i can!!!

Working and Career

Comparing with the rainy day yesterday, it is sunny and bright today! Good weather makes happy mood, everything seems to be funny today!

When arrived at office something that is usual came to my mind again: How to make the potential customers order our products and what should i learn today? These things have been bothering my mind ever since i came to work at the present company.

I have changed jobs for 3 times since i graduated from university last July. Thinking about the dreams i had while in university, i feel regreted of being a unversity graduated student. My first job is translation, the job was very boring, but what is more is that it last for only three month, after that i have no documents or whatever to translate and the factory wanted me to work at the workshop which is full of the smell of paint, besides they wanted me to work as trainee for another 3 month, i was dissapointed at those unreasonable demands and quited at last. But things were not much better, due to my highly expectation of the jobs, i was jobless for one and a half months. Then i decreased my requirements and started to work at a company which specializing in international education cooperation, my main task at that time is to help finish the daily works and sometimes to tranlate some documents.

My favorite job is to be an international trade clerk, and i was making effort to find one, so i changed my job and started the present one on 11th of March this year when the opportunity comes. Now, i am working as an export sales clerk, our products is fabric sofa which i like very much, they look elegant and full of culture.

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